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stuff [Jun. 23rd, 2005|12:23 am]
[MY FEELiNGS : | tired]
[MY JAMZ : |Missy Elliot ft Ciara- Loose control]

APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Is proud of their looks and likes to show it off.

^^ my month, i dont think all of that is true.

Nothing 2 much is new here. Jims grad ceremony is Friday, exciting, sitting wtih his family, who ive only met once in March, and i HAVE TO talk, but i never know what 2 say, if ppl ask me questions im all good, but with just meeting ppl idk what 2 say..ahhh i need help. AhHH ill figure it out. then tomorrow eye appt, doctor appt, and shopping for a shirt for the ceremony. then sunday jims grad party, rest of my week is busyyy.

In other news, a hard ass earth science exam today whooo way 2 hard i hope i passed. 89 on the math A regents and 83 on my spanish regents ( which i thought i failed) soo whoo im happy.

Zak is leaving for florida today :( he'll be gone for 2 weeks and we didnt get 2 hang out :(. I need 2 hang out with some ppl, cAuse I miss my friends, <33 bianca, donnell, lori etc. Bianca said she talked 2 MO the other day, and it wasnt good, but she didnt tell me the details yet. ugh she needs 2 droppp his ass, for good.

On another note the weather is getting warmer whoo hoo. tanning time and hitting up Darien lake, beaches, lawn fetes, chillin outside etc. Exciting finally some summer time weather.

I also need a job, i applied @ tops and subway online. and i filled out a tacobell/kfc application, i just gotta go turn it in. I also need 2 get applications @ other places. and i gotta hurry b4 all these job spots get taken up by college kids coming home from the summer. Nebody know ne places thats hiring??

Another thing i Wanna drive more, with my mom or dad either or, as long as im driving and getting better.  So by october or november i can go get my licnese. and sometime between now and then do my 5 hour. THen im doing drivers ed @ maryvale in september so i can drive after 9 :-D, and lower car insurance.  cuz @ steves driving school i hrard from a few ppl that they MIGHT b able 2 lower the car insurance but they cant make it so u can drive after 9, and i wanna drive after 9 so fuck that shit.

Back to school and exams, exams r finally over!! whoo summer has offically started!!!!!! excited!!!!!!!!!

Well shit idk what else is new so im out peace.
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(no subject) [Jun. 12th, 2005|10:55 pm]
[MY FEELiNGS : | hot]
[MY JAMZ : |Will Smith- Switch]

Stability |||||||||||||| 56%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 46%
Extraversion |||||||||||| 45%

Stability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.

Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun.

Extraversion results were medium which suggests you average somewhere in between being assertive and social and being withdrawn and solitary.

trait snapshot:
rarely irritated, positive, tough, non phobic, fearless, likes the unknown, self reliant, high self control, confident, trusting, strong instincts, prudent, optimistic, willful, likes parties, prefers a specialized career, takes charge, altruistic, strong, high self concept, adventurous, practical, thoughtful



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(no subject) [Jun. 12th, 2005|08:39 pm]
[MY FEELiNGS : | hot]
[MY JAMZ : |U2- Sometimes u cant make it on your own]

1) Do you believe in love? yes
2) Do you believe there is someone out there for everyone? yes
3) Have you hugged someone today? nope
4) Is romance expensive? it shouldnt be, but sometimes it is, you kno u got them gold diggas
5) Is romance important in your life? i guess?
6) Is romance a prelude to sex? sometimes
7) Have you ever made anything "from the heart" for someone you cared about? hahaha yes in spanish it was valentines day so i made a card and some heart thing for Jim, lol corny but it was sweet
8) Have you ever called someone you cared about just to tell them that you were thinking of them? nope

9) Have you ever gone out of your way to be with the person you care about? sure
10) Have you ever written a love letter? well idk if u call it a letter, but in Jims yearbook i wrote a whole page in it and it was about our love, so u can say kinda
11) Have you ever written a love poem? nope
12) Have you ever stolen a kiss? how do u steal a kiss?
13) Have you ever surfed the internet for inspiration on ways to be romantic? no

14) Have you ever asked a friend for advice on being romantic? ive asked my friends for advice on love, not nessarcily on being romantic
15) Must romance and love be returned to be worth the effort? yea
16) Are you or have you ever been in love? yupppppp
17) Have you ever started a new hobby to share with someone you cared about? naw
18) Have you ever kissed in the rain? not in the rain...but ive been kissed when water was coming down on us...
19) Have you ever had a romantic picnic at home? naw
20) Have you ever watched a sunset with someone you cared about? naw
21) Have your ever watched the sunrise with someone you cared about? naw
22) Have you ever made a dedication over the radio to someone you cared about? no

23) Have you ever slow danced with someone you cared for at home in front of a radio? no
24) Have you ever celebrated an anniversary with your significant other besides a yearly one? kinda but not really idk
25) Would you be willing to embarrass yourself just to see your significant other smile? sure
26) Have you done something romantic within the last year? yes

27) Have you done something romantic within the last month? yes
28) Have you done something romantic within the last week? sure
29)Have you done something romantic within the last 24 hours? well yes last night
30) Have you ever helped a friend be more romantic? dont think so
31) Have you ever kept items from particular dates (ticket stubs, receipt from dinner, etc.)? naw
32) Have you ever created any sort of tradition with your significant other? umm kinda
33) Have you ever participated in cyber-sex with someone other then the person you were dating? no
34) Have you ever attempted to make someone jealous? probably
35) Do you often compare your current significant other to a past relationship? sometimes
36) Have you ever cooked a meal for someone you cared about? no
37) Have you ever received a kiss that made your whole body tingle, the thoughts run from your head, and made you feel as though you were flying? def didnt feel like i was flying wtf
38) Could you deliver a kiss as mentioned in the previous question? doubt it

39) Can love conquer all? idk
40) Would you give your life to save someone you loved? depends on situation
41)Have you ever faked tears to gain sympathy?naw dont think so, except maybe when i was little
42) Have you ever faked an injury to gain sympathy? naw
43) Have you ever acted in a way other then how you normally are in order to impress someone you were interested in? yup
44) Do you often raise your voice in anger to someone you care about? hmm dont think so but i bet i have
45) Have you ever cheated on someone you cared about? no
46) Do you often lie to the person you care about in order to hide a secret? no
47) Do you tell people you love them when you really don't? no

Heres another 1

[x] I miss somebody right now.
[] I don't watch much TV these days.
[] I love olives.
[x] I love sleeping.
[] I own lots of books.
[x] I wear glasses or contact lenses.
[] I love to play video games. .. i like to but i dont really love to
[x] I've tried pot.
[x] I've watched porn movies. lmao bianca, donnell, zak
[] I have been in a threesome.
[] I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
[x] I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
[] I have acne free skin.
[] I like and respect Al Sharpton. who?
[x] I curse frequently.
[x] I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
[x] I have a hobby.
[]I've been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing.
[] I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
[] I'm really, really smart.
[] I've broken someone's bones.
[x] I have a secret that i am ashamed to admit.
[] I hate the rain.
[x] I'm paranoid at times.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar free, maybe depends?
[x] I need money right now.
[] I love sushi.
[x] I talk really, really fast.
[] I have fresh breath in the morning.
[] I have semi-long hair.
[] I have lost money in Las Vegas.
[x] I have at least one brother and/or one sister.
[] I was born in a country outside of the US.
[x] I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis
[] I have a twin.
[] I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
[] I couldn't survive without Caller I.D
[x] I like the way i look sometimes.
[x] I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months. not proud 2 admit that....
[] I know how to do cornrows.
[x] I am usually pessimistic.
[] I have a lot of mood swings.
[x] I think prostitution should be legalized.
[x] I think Britney Spears is hot.
[] I have cheated on my signifigant other in the past year.
[] I have a hidden talent.
[] I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
[] I think that I'm popular.
[] I am currently single.
[x] I have kissed someone of the same sex.
[x] I enjoy talking on the phone.
[] I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
[x] I love to shop
[] I would rather shop than eat.
[] I would classify myself as ghetto.
[] I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
[x] I'm obsessed with my Xanga, Livejournal, Myspace or blurty.
[] I don't hate anyone.
[x] I'm a pretty good dancer. kinda...u b the judge
[] I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.
[] I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
[x] I have a cell phone.
[x] I believe in God.
[x] I watch MTV on a daily basis.
[] I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
[] I love drama.
[x] I have never been in a real relationship before.
[x] I've rejected someone before.
[x] I currently have a crush on someone. is having a bf a crush?
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.  kinda
[x] I want to have children in the future.
[] I have changed a diaper before. lol well i did actualy that baby think it over dolls diaper, but i dont think that counts
[] I've called the cops on a friend before.
[x] I bite my nails
[] I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
[x] I'm not allergic to anything. i dont think so?
[x] I have a lot to learn
[x I am very shy around the opposite sex
[x] I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I have at least 5 away messages saved.
[x] I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
[] I have made a move on a friend's signifigant other before.
[] I own the "South Park" movie.
[x I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on my Xanga, Blurty, Myspace, or Livejournal.
[] When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
[] I enjoy country music.
[x] I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
[] I watch soap operas whenever I can.
[] I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
[] I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
[] I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
[] I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story
[x] Halloween is AWESOME cause you get free candy.
[] I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
[] I have dated a close friend's ex.
[x] I'm happy as of this moment.
[] I absolutely adore cats.

thats it peace
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updating [Jun. 12th, 2005|08:05 pm]
[MY FEELiNGS : | hot]
[MY JAMZ : |Ciara ft Ludacris- Oh]

Weirdly enough i decided to update this. Nothing 2 big, going on in my life. 2 MORE DAYS OF SCHOOL!!!! Yay whooooo hooooooooo  then a whole shit load of exams. Im worried about my grades this quarter not being so high as they normally are. Its not that im not doing the work, its just im doing bad on the work idk, i didnt realize 4th quarter would be so hard.

Surprisingly 2 me, i got quite a few ppl 2 sing my year book, and some of them wrote more then the usual " have a good summer" 2 line sentences. I think this school year has been a good year for me @ least, even with all the drama. But its all coming 2 an end.

Drama yesterday
Jim, me, and his friend Jamie were hangign out right, and they were talking about old times n shit, and jamie goes remember that gurl from florida or something and jims like yeah the 1 i danced with? and remember he NEVER told me he danced with some chick in flordia, right then i didnt wanna start a fight wit his friend being there. so after I was mad, but see when im mad im not all crazy n loud like some ppl * cough cough DONNELL cough cough* I usually dont talk a lot and give the slient treatment. I was mad because 1 he should of told me he danced with another gurl when he came back from florida and also he had no intention of telling me either. also its not that big, that u dont need 2 tell me that, thats so small, so when something big happens he might not tell me. idk and he agreed that it was small. And i told him that, and hes like well u wud of been mad if i told you right away and things r going good so i didnt wanna ruin that, but i told him that yea i would of been mad but not as mad you kno. So we got back 2 my house and we were tlaking on my porch and his eyes looked teary eyed, like ur about 2 cry or something, glossy indeed. and he asked if i was gonna break up wit him and i said idk cuz i mean what else is he not gnna tell me? there cud b otha shit hes not telling me about you kno, so i otld him that. he left and i thought about shit. then he texted me this morning b4 he went 2 work and it said, " i know i fucked up but hopefully u forgive me somehow cause your special to me and i dont wanna loose you like this." so cute and then he calle dme today after work and assked about us and i forgive him, so we r sitll going out! im not gonna break up wit him over something so little and i dont need drama. so we r good, and we talked and you kno.

The rest of today i just chilled n shit, zak called me around 330 bout going 2 the movies and said the movie started @ 410, and i wasnt ready or nething and it was short noticed and i didnt really feel going out, plus i dont really talk 2 some of the ppl that were going. I chilled and donnell called me and we talked n shit. now im just chillin on here, waiting for Jim 2 come on later. Well, im out peace 1.

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(no subject) [May. 1st, 2005|04:46 pm]
[MY FEELiNGS : | full]
[MY JAMZ : |Notorious BIG- Big Papa]

Hey bianca, sorry for changing the layout. THe last entry wouldnt show up, so I tried 2 change some things but ended up changing a lot more. Ne ways another test result from www.tickle.com


Courtney, your vibe is Burgundy Chic

You're one class act — the perfect balance of a cool, casual attitude and an elegant, polished style. There's a certain grace in almost everything you do. It's true, you make things look easy — even when they're not.

And while there's nothing flashy about how you present yourself, you never fail to dazzle most people you meet. You tend to take life as it comes — and it's not easy to throw you off course. A strong sense of self and a hearty dose of confidence help you handle whatever comes your way. And usually, look good doing it.

What Car Matches Your Personality?
Courtney, you're driven by what's practical

Chances are, you've got a schedule to keep, and you want to look good while doing it. You're not one for overly risky ventures — that's probably because the tried and true works just fine for you. There's something nice about predictability and knowing what you can count on and what to be prepared for. Whether you're driving to work (have you considered carpooling?) or picking up a friend for dinner, you don't want to waste time. And your four-wheeled friend should reflect that. Don't worry about flashy or fancy. The most important thing for you is reliability — a car that will get the job done (like you do), day-in and day-out.

So what's the perfect car companion, the vehicle to fit your practical lifestyle? A Toyota, Honda, or Ford Escort will do the trick for you. Ready for a test drive? Come on, aren't you tempted? Get a quote on the used and new cars that are right for you. Your ideal ride might be more affordable than you'd think!


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(no subject) [May. 1st, 2005|04:28 pm]
[MY JAMZ : |2pac- Unconditional Love]

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||| 60%
Stability |||||||||||| 50%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 56%
Empathy |||||||||||| 50%
Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56%
Intellectual |||||| 30%
Mystical |||||| 23%
Artistic || 10%
Religious |||||| 30%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Materialism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 50%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Work ethic |||||||||| 36%
Self absorbed |||||||||| 36%
Conflict seeking |||||||||| 36%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||| 56%
Romantic |||||||||| 36%
Avoidant |||||||||| 36%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||| 56%
Wealth |||||||||||| 43%
Dependency |||||||||||||||| 63%
Change averse |||||||||||||| 56%
Cautiousness |||||||||||| 50%
Individuality |||||||||||| 43%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Food indulgent |||||| 30%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 43%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 50%
Vanity |||||||||||| 43%
Hypersensitivity |||||| 30%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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QUIZES [Apr. 30th, 2005|01:46 am]
[MY FEELiNGS : | chipper]
[MY JAMZ : |2pac- keep ya head up]

I took this personality quiz thing and they dont got codes but heres my results. Tell me if it desrcibes me

Courtney, you're a Millionaire!

Your personality is actually determined by two personality sub-types - your primary, or dominant sub-type, and your secondary sub-type. You are a Millionaire which means you are a Success / Thinker Your primary sub-type is defined by "Success" characteristics and your secondary sub-type is defined by "Thinker" characteristics.

That means you're very ambitious and personable, and you've got a great sense of humor. Chances are you care a lot about how you look. You're bursting with self-confidence, and people admire you for your achievements and determination.

How do we know all this? How do we know that behind that bold exterior you sometimes worry that you're not good enough? Or that you can be so critical of your work that it verges on self-destructive? How could we have divined that you aim to succeed — and you'll quickly crush anyone who stands in your way?

http://web.tickle.com/personality/?sid=2647&test=personality&supp=nopop-1-G06-Tickle-Stuff-P-*22personality*22

^^ take the quiz there for urself

BTW after the quiz u gotta make a free acount 2 get ur results and take other quizes

Courtney, you're an Amorous Adventurer

Carefree and fun, you are easily excited when it comes to new experiences — and that includes relationships. It's not that you see boyfriends as frivolous pursuits, but you enjoy the art of the chase, and you work to make sure that long-term relationships maintain that sense of adventure and surprise.

You may not be the type of girlfriend who spends every waking hour with her man, but that doesn't mean you're not thinking about him. You're just an independent woman, and it's important for you to feel challenged and creative in most things you do. That's what makes any relationship an adventure.

^^ about how great of a gurl frined I am...idk if thats exactly true.

You should take these quizes fun fun fun.


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QUIZEES [Apr. 24th, 2005|08:34 pm]
[MY FEELiNGS : | bored]
[MY JAMZ : |2pac ft Dr Dre- California Love Remix]

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You are all about having fun - and you don't need to drink to have a good time
Sure, you've thrown back more than a few every so often
But getting totally stupid and wasted is not your style
You're the life of the party, by keeping everyone laughing and smiling
<br><br>
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<h2>You Are 100% Skilled @ Blowjobs!</h2>
Woo Hoo! You are 100% skilled when it comes to sucking dick. Who could have thought that one person could possibly suck and blow at the same time.<br>
You have got it going on in the tongue tango department.<br>
Your lover is the luckiest man alive.<br>
You know how to handle Mr Happy in every way unimaginable.<br>
In your eyes, the penis is your friend.<br>
You enjoy giving oral sex, and it is without a doubt enjoyed!
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Unexpected twist: Tupac Shakur alive and well
By Robert Spencer
For CNN.com


(CNN) -- Rap star Tupac Shakur appeared yesterday in Beverly Hills and casually strolled through the streets as if the rest of the world had forgotten his "murder" nearly nine years ago.

Almost out of thin air, famed rapper Tupac Shakur showed up yesterday afternoon at a shopping mall in Beverly Hills. Escorted by an entourage of some ten indivduals including ex-producer Suge Knight and fellow rapper Andre Young (aka Dr. Dre), Shakur began visiting the many high-end stores he once frequented during the peak of his fame in the mid-90s. He looked as if all was well while onlookers stared in disbelief at the "ghost" before them.

In a private conference held late last night, close friends of Shakur and a small handful of reporters were privy to information about his life since the 1996 incident. He will be working with a new artis The Game, TI, Pimpin P from the online show throwbackbitch.com and Jizzle of chronicgirls.com fame as well as others. Play Video

When asked why he chose to mislead the world into thinking he was dead Shakur reflected for several seconds. "I never meant to hurt my fans or anyone else," Shakur said. "There were men out there that wanted my blood and the blood of those closest to me. I did this for them. It wasn't an easy decision for me, but it was a step I knew I had to take."


Tupac Shakur in Beverly Hills yesterday with long-time friend Suge Knight
According to family members and friends of the rap star, Shakur had been in hiding in the Columbian city of Cali under the assumed name of Jamal Millwood. This and other developments in the story have led many to begin investigating lyrics such as "I'm goin' back to Cali" that apparently foretold his disappearance in 1996.
It now appears that Shakur continued releasing album after album including "All Eyez On Me," "The 7 Day Theory," and "Resurrection" from that tropical location.

Conspiracy theories that abounded after the rap star's untimely death now appear confirmed. Tupac Shakur said he plans to continue the legacy he started. He said he looks forward to returning to the spotlight where he says he belongs. "I want to show all my enemies that you can't keep me down. Here I am - Resurrected," he said.

^^ hmm i wonder if thats true..maybe...
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(no subject) [Apr. 24th, 2005|06:35 pm]
[MY FEELiNGS : | bouncy]
[MY JAMZ : |2pac- Brendas got a Baby]

1. PICK ONE OF YOUR SCARS OUT, NOW HOW DID YOU GET IT? on my hip, when i was in 7th grade i rode my bike into a mail box lmao

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM? POSTERS SON

3. WOULD YOU RATHER PLAY FOOTBALL OR WATCH IT? both

4. WHAT SPORT WOULD YOU SAY YOU ARE BEST AT?   swimming

5. WHAT WAS YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE? cant remember

6. HOW DO YOU EXERCISE? swimming, dancing, when i go 2 the gym con mi madre

7. APPLES OR ORANGES? both

8. GRAPES OR WATERMELON? grapes

9. WOLVES OR TIGERS? tigers

10. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO? rap,r&b,,hiphop, some emo

11. HAVE YOU EVER WRITTEN POETRY? naa except for school

13. DO YOU REMEMBER BIRTHDAYS? yup

14. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN? i think in the evening

15. DO YOU HAVE A BIRTHMARK, WHERE? hmmm idk .

16. WOULD YOU CALL YOURSELF A ROMANTIC PERSON? sure

17. FAVORITE CHOCOLATE? chocolate candy

18. FAVORITE CANDY (NON CHOCOLATE)? mike and ikes, gum and otha good shit

19. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA ICE-CREAM? chocolate

20. FAVORITE COLOGNE? Axe, jim smells good but idk what he wears, addias, etc.

21. FAVORITE PERFUME? curious, stuff pac sun and abercrombie, ralph luaren, addias, J LO, etc. .

22. DO YOU OWN AN INSTRUMENT? no

23. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ON SOMEONE (OPPOSITE SEX)? style, smile, teeth, face, body

24. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL? idk something that smells good

25. FAVORITE SOUND THAT YOU HEAR OFTEN? idk

26. WHAT ARE YOU THINKING RIGHT NOW? that i have 2 get that crazy baby from upstairs

27. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC? naw

28. COULD YOU EVER SEE YOURSELF MOVING FROM WHERE YOU ARE? no

29. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DISNEY MOVIE OF ALL TIME? Aladdin, Pocahantas, Freaky Friday, Cinderella, Wish upon a star, motocross, double team, Lilo & Stitch.. alot more

30. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR WHEN YOU WERE TEN? wtf i dont remember

31. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? brown

32. HAVE YOU EVER SLEPT WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? yea teddybears

33. IF SO WHAT WAS/IS IT'S NAME? idk i dont name them ne more

34. WHO WAS YOUR FIRST CRUSH WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE? no idea

35. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX? umm it depends on how the person looks and their style, long hiar is good on SOME boys, short hair, dark hair

36. WHAT ATTRACTS YOU TO SOMEONE OF THE OPPOSITE SEX? their smile  and clothes, personality

37. WHO OUT OF YOUR FRIENDS (SAME SEX) HAVE YOU KNOWN THE LONGEST? lori, sam

38. NOW THE OPPOSITE? donnell since 6th

39. WHAT IS THEIR MIDDLE NAME? damone

40. SUNRISE OR SUNSET? sunset because im probably not gonna b up for a sunrise

41. WHERE AT? anywhwere

42. (FOR THE LADIES, BE TRUTHFUL) WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?  somewhere cute, no scummy hole

43. (NOW THE GENTLEMEN, BE TRUTHFUL) WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING?

44. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF GOING FOR YOUR HONEYMOON? somewhere warm and romantic

45. CAN YOU PLAY AN INSTRUMENT? naw

46. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU (OF THE OPPOSITE SEX)? idk

47. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE SINGER? too many

48. FAVORITE BAND(s) if its emo dashboard confessional, matchbook romance

49. DO YOU LIKE POETRY?  not really

50. DRAGONS OR DINOSAURS? dinosaurs

51. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING? sure .

52. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?  by telling them i guess?

53. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED: 12

54. BLONDES, REDHEADS OR BRUNETTES?: brunettes
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SURVEY [Apr. 10th, 2005|02:41 am]
[MY FEELiNGS : | tired]
[MY JAMZ : |talking 2 b n donnell on phone]

Got this from biancas LJ, putting for the moment

I AM: The great aka COurtney

I WANT: JIm 2 stay online

I HAVE: a lot of things

I WISH: jim wouldnt get offline

I HATE: alot of things

I FEAR: idk

I SEARCH: more food 2 eat, im hungry 

I WONDER: what i should eat

I REGRET:  nothin right now

I LOVE: bianca, donnell, Jim, lori, zak, kara, n otha ppls

I AM NOT: blowing my nose

I DANCE: @ FX or @ dance class rofl

I CRY: never, unless something bad happened

I WRITE: what im doing, feelings r a lil diff wit me

I WIN: at getting good grades

I LOSE: many things

I CONFUSE: myself, and possibly otha  ppl

I NEED: food right now, but confidence, less insecuritries, no pranoia

I SHOULD: do a lot of things

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YES or NO:

YOU KEEP A DIARY: isnt this 1?

YOU LIKE TO COOK: sometimes

YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: dk

YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE: yes

THE WEIRDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: mucho ppl

THE LOUDEST PERSON YOU KNOW:  donnell

THE CUTEST PERSON YOU KNOW: ne hott guys

CLOSEST FRIEND: bianca

THE PERSON THAT KNOWS THE MOST ABOUT YOU: bianca, donnell, zak, lori

THE LAST IMAGE/THOUGHT YOU GO TO SLEEP WITH:
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DO YOU...?

HAVE A CRUSH: sure

WANT TO GET MARRIED: yes

GET MOTION SICKNESS: sometimes

A HEALTH FREAK: no

GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: sure

LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: dk

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CURRENT

HAIR COLOUR: brown

EYE COLOUR: brown

BIRTH PLACE: Buffalo, Ny

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FAVORITE

NUMBER: 3,7,12,21,23

COLOUR: red,purple, pink

DAY: Saturday and friday

MONTH: summer months decemeber april

SONG: too many

FOOD: alot

SEASON: summer, spring

SPORT: swimming, football

DRINK: flavored water, ice tea, apple juice

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PREFERENCES

CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: both

CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: chocolate milk

DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: milk chocolate

VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: chocolate

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IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...

CRIED? no

HELPED SOMEONE? idk

BOUGHT SOMETHING? nasty BK, phone card

GONE TO THE MOVIES? no

GONE OUT FOR DINNER? yes, if BK count

SAID "I LOVE YOU"? no

WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: no

TALKED TO AN EX? no

MISSED AN EX? no

HAD A SERIOUS TALK? somewhat

MISSED SOMEONE? yup

HUGGED SOMEONE? no

FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? no

FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no
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Name 5 bands you listen to:

1. Tupac

2. 50 cent

3. Some emo shit

4. Rap

5. R&B, pop

Would you ever....

1. Eat a bug? no

2. have sex? hahahahhaa enough said

3. Hang glide? yes

4. Kill someone? hell yea

5. Kiss someone of the same sex? no

6. Have sex with someone of the same sex? lmao no

7. Parachute from a plane?  yup

8. Walk on hot coals? no

9. Go out with someone for their looks? looks and personality

10. For their reputation? no

11. Be a vegetarian? no

12. Wear plaid with stripes? no

13. IM a stranger? maybe

14. Sing Karaoke? no

15. Get drunk off your ass? yup

16. Shoplift? no

17. Run a red light? sure

18. Star in a porn video? no

19. Dye your hair blue? no

20. Be on Survivor? maybe

21. Wear makeup in public?yea

22. Not wear makeup in public? yea

23. Cheat on a test?  sure

24. Make someone cry? i try not too

25. Date someone more than 10 years older than you?  no


26. Stay up all night? yea

Who you last....:

1. Thought of:  jim

2. Missed: jim

3. Kissed: jim

4. Liked: jim

5. Talked to: bianca & donnell

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SURVEY TIME [Apr. 2nd, 2005|03:56 pm]
[MY FEELiNGS : | content]
[MY JAMZ : |Akon- Lonley]

Bold what applies

01. I know all the words to 'I'm a barbie girl.' i kno the choirus good enough
02. I'm obsessed with high heels.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am a shopoholic. when i got the dinero
05. I love hoop earrings. i do like them and now i can wear them again :)
06. I am a virgo.
07. I love beer.
08. I can't live without lip gloss.
09. I can't live without music.
10. I lived in Purgatory for 3 months.
11. I spend money I don't have.
12. I'll be in college forever. probably
13. I've seen Jason Mraz.
14. I get annoyed easily.
15. I eventually want kids.
16. I have more then a couple of horrible memories.
17. I am addicted to Lizzie McGuire. not addicted but its a good show, yet corny
18. I am a person.
19. I start film school in February.
20. I love the rain. not love, but rain is fun 2 play in
21. I love taking pictures.
22. I LUV girls who are fake.
23. I can be mean when I want to.
24. My dreams are bizarre.
25. One of my close friends is gay.
26. I have way too many purses.
27. I've seen 'Fight Club' at least 45 times.
28. I usually dress how I feel that day.
29. I love 'Sex and the City'.
30. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
31. I hate when people are late. Or too damn early.
32. I procrastinate.
33. I love winter.
34. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
35. I love to sleep.
36. I wish I were smarter.

37. I'm afraid of flying.
38. I love singing.
39. I am addicted to 'The O.C.'
40. I love my hair.
41. I never fight with my parents.
42. I love the beach.
43. I have never had the chicken pox.
44. I'm excited for the future.
45. I can't control my emotions.
46. I can't wait till New Year's.
47. I love the show 'Rich Girls'.
48. I love my friends.
49. Christmas is my favorite holiday. & my birthday
50. I can be very insecure sometimes.
51. I have never broken a bone.
52. I hate racist people.
53. I hate my computer.
54. I love guys that play the guitar.
55. I state the obvious. sometimes
56. I'm a happy person.

57. I love to dance.
59. I hate cleaning my room.
60. I tend to get jealous easily.
61. I love cute underwear.
62. I love John Mayer.
63. I cry when I see animals/people getting hurt/abused.
64. I want to go to Greece.
65. I don't like to study for tests. who does?

66. I love God.
67. I am too forgiving.
68. I have a horrible sense of direction.
69. I love high school. not love by i like seeing my friend
70. I have a talent of sweet-talking my way out of things. kinda
71. I'm a daddy's girl.
72. I love kisses on the forehead.
73. I love the color pink.

74. I love to sew.
75. I have blue eyes.
76. I love the Olsen Twins.
77. I played soccer for 10 years.
78. I become stressed easily.
79. I HATE liars.
80. I like comfy sweatpants.

81. Paul Walker is a fag.
82. I love the smell of asphalt after it's rained. does that mean the smell after it rains? then yes
83. I love my family.
84. I hate needles.
85. I am a perfectionist.
86. I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
87. I am bored easily
88. I would love to have my own fashion line.
89. I can be quite selfish.
90. I still act like a little kid sometimes.

91. I despise dishonesty.
92. I love pictures.
93. I love music.
94. I wish I were more motivated when it comes to school.
95. I love getting stuff in the mail.

96. I have problems letting go of people.
97. I hate the feeling of being lonely

99. I hate the fact that i wear size 5 jeans
100. I've never watched "Sex and the City" and I don't really care if I do.
101. I really don't want to add three things to this list.
102. So I won't.
103. Harry Potter is cool! used 2 be
104. I am patient, to a point.
105. I like bunnies.
106. I often don't think before I speak and then regret it.
107. I love summer.
108. I miss the friends that I haven't seen for a while.
109. I like the feeling of sneezing.
110. The thought of special brownies make me giggle.
111. Sometimes i actually enjoy school but other times i just want it all to stop.
112. I work(ed) at a convenience store and strongly dislike it.
113. I love video games.
114. i'm an insomniac
115. i like lord of the rings...
116. im reading da vinci code
117. and..........my name is JC
118. i want thirteen kids
119. i get attached easily
120. but i still manage to have commitment problem
121. im an azn kid
122. I like to watch movies that make me cry.
123. I love playing in the rain.
125. Ive skinny dipped multiple times. Maybe when i was younger?
126. People that shove religion down my throat bother me.

127. i miss my home of nine years
128. i love dancing to britney spears
129. I like it doggie style.
130. i need a life
131. i love roller coasters.
132. i am scared of heights
133. My nails are painted pink
134. I love gum.
135. I think Johnny Knoxville is sexy!
136. I am in LOVE with Johnny Depp.
137. I'm a hopeless romantic.
138. im a pimp ahjhhh wtf it wont let me un bold this shit, but i dont think im a pimp

139. I dont think before I speak
140. I get into trouble at least 3 times a week for stupid shit.
141. I have never gotten straight A's
142. I have a tanning bed in my house.
143. Olives are my favorite!
144. Kittens make me happy.

145. I am in love with AFI.
146. I am a supervisor at an amusement park.
147. I have a boyfriend whom I can trust.
148. I love the fact that my birthday is in August because it is not near any major holidays.
149. I have more than one favorite color
150. The end of 'Big Fish' makes me cry.
151. I am gay.
152. I have done drugs other than weed.
153. I have never cheated on anybody.
154. I hate chocolate.
155. I have an obsession with wanting to lose weight.

156. Im in love. idk bout love yet
157. Jenni Kay Wolfgram is my best friend
158. I like cream cheese and salami.
157. I love chocolate milk
158. I have spit-o-phobeia(fear of spit).
159. I cried for days when my dog died.
160. I am learning how to play lacrosse.
161. DDR rocks.
162. My middle name is Marie.
163. I work at Publix.
164. I like a certain someone.
165. Somehow, the people I trust always let me down.
166. Sometimes, I want to move away, right away, and never look or come back.
167. I Love the Ashlee Simpson Show. i like the show
168. I hate people that use others.
169. I freaking Love Yellowcard. I Like them Yes, not love
170. I am in love with Kurt Cobain and I wish he never died.
171. I surf and skate.      
172. I love Drew. He's a perfect 10. *hehe*
173. I'm not ashamed to admit that I like the Backstreet Boys.
174. I have my belly button pierced.
175. I own a cowboy hat.
176. I've seen my favorite bands more than a few times in concerts.
177. I shop at both Hot Topic & Hollister.. 2 totally different stores.
178. I think Mexican guys are gorgeous.
179. I get cold really easily.
180. I write poetry.
181. I love reading.
182. I have a white noise machine that I can't sleep without
183. I'm majoring in Biology, and eventually will have a PhD.
184. I have a litter box in my closet

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PiCS [Mar. 27th, 2005|10:19 pm]
[MY FEELiNGS : | sick]
[MY JAMZ : |Omarion- O]

I updated some new pics on webshots, go take a look.

http://community.webshots.com/user/courtizzle123


Go look now
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dodododododdodododo [Mar. 27th, 2005|06:07 pm]
[MY FEELiNGS : | calm]
[MY JAMZ : |Death Cab for Cutie- A lack of Color]

Happy Easter mofo's

Well, i havent updated in a few days, so let me tell you aobut my life. My mom and I signed up @ the BAC gym on Saturday. And we worked out whoo hoo. we r gonna try 2 work out 3,4 times a week. I think im gonna start a week of tanning tomorrow @ Total Tan. Also, this week my mom and I r gonna look @ prom dresses, if ne 1 wants 2 come along free 2 ask. I seen the Ring 2 on Friday, it wasnt as scary as ppl said it was. In my opinion the 1st one was scarier. Saturday I hung out wit JIm and Jamie for the first half of my day, then later in the day went 2 Biancas. We just walked around, chilled, talked about some shit. Came back here watcched tv and went 2 bed. Today, woke up cuz my nose is stuffed as hell and its hard 2 breathe and my throat hurts. Took some dayquil and watched tv. HAd a good Easter dinner and now just chillin and chatting wit JIm online, cuz this is probably the last day ill talk 2 him b4 he leaves for Tampa. Well i dont feel like updating ne more. peace
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tired [Mar. 25th, 2005|11:46 pm]
[MY FEELiNGS : | tired]
[MY JAMZ : |The Killers - Smile like you mean it]

I took that same 10 questions as Lori did and here r my results.


41 TO 50 POINTS: Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.

I guess thats me, idk you tell me. If you wanna take the test here it is.

1. When do you feel your best?

a) in the morning

b) during the afternoon ? early evening

c) late at night







2 . You usually walk...

a) fairly fast, with long steps

b) fairly fast, with little steps

c) less fast head up, looking the world in the face

d) less fast, head down

e) very slowly







3. When talking to people you...

a) stand with your arms folded

b) have your hands clasped

c) have one or both your hands on your hips

d) touch or push the person to whom you are talking

e) play with your ear, touch your chin, or smooth your hair







4. When relaxing, you sit with...

a) your knees bent with your legs neatly side by side

b) your legs crossed

c) your legs stretched out or straight

d) one leg curled under you







5. When something really amuses you, you react with...

a) big appreciated laugh

b) a laugh, but not a loud one

c) a quiet chuckle

d) a sheepish smile







6. When you go to a party or social gathering you...

a) make a loud entrance so everyone notices you

b) make a quiet entrance, looking around for someone you know

c) make the quietest entrance, trying to stay unnoticed







7. You're working very hard, concentrating hard, and you're interrupted.... do you...

a) welcome the break

b) feel extremely irritated

c) vary between these two extremes





8. Which of the following colors do you like most?

a) Red or orange

b) black

c) yellow or light blue

d) green

e) dark blue or purple

f) white

g) brown or gray







9. When you are in bed at night, in those last few moments before going to sleep are you...

a) stretched out on your back

b) stretched out face down on your stomach

c) on your side, slightly curled

d) with your head on one arm

e) with your head under the covers







10. You often dream that you are...

a) falling

b) fighting or struggling

c) searching for something or somebody

d) flying or floating

e) you usually have dreamless sleep

f) your dreams are always pleasant







POINTS:

1. (a) 2 (b) 4 (c) 6

2. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 7 (d) 2 (e) 1

3. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 5 (d) 7 (e) 6

4. (a) 4 (b) 6 (c) 2 (d) 1

5. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 2

6. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 2

7. (a) 6 (b) 2 (c) 4

8. (a) 6 (b) 7 (c) 5 (d) 4 (e) 3 (f) 2 (g)1

9. (a) 7 (b) 6 (c) 4 (d) 2 (e) 1

10. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 6 (f) 1







Now add up the total number of points.



OVER 60 POINTS: Others see you as someone they should "handle with care." You're seen as vain, self-centered, and who is extremely dominant. Others may admire you, wishing they could be more like you, but don't always trust you, hesitating to become too deeply involved with you.



51 TO 60 POINTS: Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality; a natural leader, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate.




41 TO 50 POINTS: Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.



31 TO 40 POINTS: Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful

& practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest.

Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone

who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over it if that trust is ever broken.




21 TO 30 POINTS: Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.

They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady

plodder. It would really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment, expecting you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then, usually decide against it. They think this reaction is caused partly by your careful nature.



UNDER 21 POINTS: People think you are shy, nervous,
and indecisive, someone who needs looking after, who always wants someone else to make the decisions & who doesn't want to get involved with anyone or anything! They see you as a worrier who always sees problems that don't exist. Some people think
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LALALALALA [Mar. 23rd, 2005|04:09 pm]
[MY FEELiNGS : | working]
[MY JAMZ : |Frankie ft Baby Bash- Obseesion]

Well, i Decided 2 update, while im waiting for my pics on myspace 2 upload. Also, im editign my tragedy essay for english. Thats all the homework i got tonight. The weird thing is when I got no homework i aint got shit 2 do except dancing later. Jim cant hang cause him and his ma r going shopping, for things for Tampa. but everyother day when we hang i always got stuff due wtf. Ne ways Bianca & Mo drama ugh hes so phony, i dont understand him. Like, one min hes all like i luv u, i miss you blahb lah blah and then the next he dont talk 2 her and alwyas makin excuses of why he cant hang out. BULLSHIT if you ask me. Idk i talked 2 JIm about some of it, but its hard 2 give advice when he doesnt kno there whole history, so i tried 2 explain some of it. Now B, dont get mad by some of stuff im gonna say. He thinks that Mo jus is tossing the world love around, cause JIm agrees wit me if you truly love someone you cant just go from a relationship to being best buds wit them. It just doesnt work, 2 hard, stressful, and your gonna end up liking the person again. Also, as for MO being in that chat room, you dont go in a chat room 2 meet friends, your in there looking for something. And also, Mo always says i love her but i jus wanna b friends, i dont want a relationship and all that shit. Okay, Mo, if you just want 2 b friends, then you need 2 show it a little more.  By this I mean putting in more effort. Its not that hard, as simple as calling Bianca, once in a while. Not saying u gotta call her 247 or nething, but come a little effort. And if you love someone o so much, then y do u gotta act shady, idk. As reading from Biancas journal he told his cousin he broke up cuz he dont wanna fall more in love with her? okay i can c that, but that wasnt the best way 2 fix the situation. He needs 2 tell her that, not tell his cuz, he should of told her that, instead of saying well we fight 2 much blah blah. Well, if he doesnt wanna fall in love more wit her, being BEst friends isnt the best way 2 go @ it. Hopefully, the story that Ellie told Bianca isnt a lie, cuz otherwise that just causes more drama. Mo is gonna have 2 put his 50 cents into him n b's friendship, cuz otherwise she might end up not wanting 2 b friends ne more, and he'll b shit out of luck. Also, he cant get mad @ her for tlaking 2 other guys, when his ass is in a fuckin chat room and hes iming gurls, trying 2 get there pics, and talk2  on the phone...hmm and he expects her 2 b okay wit that? hmm i dont think so. Well thats my input for right now on that situation, hope ur not mad B.

As for my lovely day of school
Global- worked on some worksheet, with zak, talked chilled you know the good stuff
Gym- cardio kick boxing, we have 2 roll up these tape/ things around r hands. omg lmao. me ash n britt laughing r asses off, i can never put them around my hand n fingers right so britt tried helping me and it got all screwed up, so i had another gurl do my other hand. so during the video that we r suppose 2 b following, me ash n britt r jus hitting eachother lmao good times, you had 2 b there. Britt said she is gonna move in wit her g-ma next quarter. ( her g-ma lives in OP) i dont want her 2 leave, hopefully she really doesnt move, for some reason i got a feeling she wont, her n her ma r having problems, so thats y she was gonna go live wit her g-ma, so hopefully she gets her shit fixed @ home so she can stay @ CCHs, and plus y go for only 1 quarter @ OP thats stupid, might as well finish it up here. but ne ways moving on..
Earth Science- boring ass worksheets
Parenting- dateline episode we watched, chilled you kon the good stuff
Spanish- for once im actually close 2 the number of participation points i need. this quarter cuz ms ledzion been out a lot, we only need 35 and  i think i got 32 so i only need 3 more! but shes gay cuz when she tells u how many points u have and what u need she says it all fast in spanish and its like wtf? i kno she said i need 3 more but then she was talking about getting another 3 points so im thinking wtf? and she wont say it in english, but kara told me she said i need 3 but get another 3 more 2 get a bonus or some gay shit. who knows her class is muy mul  ( very bad for all u non spanish speakers)
Lunch- walked my Jimbo 2 gym class, and went 2 lunch and studied for math
Math- test, hard ass test and i cant b bombing more tests cuz they affect r grade a lot and yeah and i wanna keep @ least an 80 like i had last quarter but idk if i will for this quarter i hope i do. keep ur fingers crossed for me.
Health- i was late, cuz usually i walk by jims economics class and his teacher dont care what they do and they r never doing nething ne ways, so usually when i walk by the 2nd time after going 2 my locker, he comes out and talks 2 me. so he does and we talked for a lil longer then usual and he said hes not gonna come 2 skewl tomorrow cuz hes not feeling good. he really does have a cold/cough like i had really bad a week ago or so idk. and  ihad it for a long time but i still went 2 skewl. he said he wud pick me up from skewl tomorrow and we cud hang eariler since hes not gonna go 2 track, and i still dk about fx cuz i asked him if he had 2 talk 2 brian n them about going and he said he hasnt yet, but he will @ track today, and he will tell me later. he better. cuz if he goes wit all of his friends and me and if bianca still wants 2 go wit me there wont b enough room in his car, but then again jim can go wit them and i cann meet him up or something and my ma can drive me n bianca, and then idk bout the way home? ill have  2 figure it out later. but ne ways bak 2 the hallway, by the time he went bak in and i was heading down 2 health i was still upstairs when the bell rang so i ran down the hall and rushed down the stairs, luckly mr kummel didnt say nuttin. health rofl a lot of hate going on in that class. like every1 wants 2 kill matt hosmer, and that fat matt lmao hes so funny. retarded ass mofo.but mr kummell said cuz of all the loudnees n ppl talking he might give us assigned seats i hope he doesnt.
English- worked in groups, boring.
On the bus ride i finished the book Speak cuz we had 2 finish it for homework, good book,  i recommend it if u havent read it already. NOw im bored and its fucking snowing, good i didnt wear a skirt today liek i was planning, and i was gonna wear 1 tomorrow 2 skewl but if its gonna b like this then hell no. well hip hop later, cant wait  2 c what we learned last week, since i skipped. well im gonna go my hand is starting 2 hurt and i gotta finish editing my english essay. peace
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blah [Mar. 21st, 2005|03:23 pm]
[MY FEELiNGS : | bored]
[MY JAMZ : |Ludacris- Number 1 Spot]

Well, today was just another gay, boring day @ school. Lets see last night i didnt get 2 sleep until 2. So u ppl r probably thinking damn wtf? but c i woke up @ 330 that afternoon, so i was still wide awake. Ne ways @ school was gay. Global didnt do much, mr marcussen threat 2 move zak or me cuz we talk everyday. but i dont think he will. gym we started kick boxing lol. we got these gay tape things that go around ur hand, but they r so hard 2 do and i still dk how 2 do it. and Jims lovely sister is in my activity again..lovely. earth science borrrrrring. parenting gay ass video but i got most of my math hw done. spanish- gay, lunch- gay finished math hw,In lunch amanda was telling me y meghan was over AGAIn. its like if u dont like the bitch, then tell her 2 go home. honestly not that hard. she said today that meg came over all sayin sry n shit and her ma was lkike amanda thats y u lose friends and ur being a bitch, for not talking 2 meg n stuff. so meg jus stayed and they barely talked, and then for some reason i forgot meghan ended up sleeping over amandas g-mas house. i dont get amanda, its like if you dont like meghan, then tell her 2 go home or something, cuz ur just leading her on, that you like her, when in reality you dont. or since its amanda she probably does like meghan and doesnt wanna admit it. which is stupid, i cud care less if they were friends, but id rasther have her admit they r friends, then lie about it. thats stupid, its like ur embarrased 2 b friends wit her or something. o well who knows, ne ways math- repetitive gay boring, health- funny, that fat matt kidd rofl. he does such stupid shit. hes like can u dislocate a bone? wtf? and he does all this weird shit. weird mofo. and sam was being nosey again, this time about bianca, all asking y they broke up, its like obviously if she hasnt told you by now she dont want you knowing. and she asked if bianca was a virgin like thats ne of her business 2 kno and if she wants 2 kno she shud ask bianca herself and not me, and that has NOTHING 2 do wit y they broke up. english- gay. I had 2 take the bus home..so boring. i always feel sick on the afternoon bus cuz im hungry, have 2 go the bathroom, long and many turns. and no 1 2 talk too, so that wasnt enjoyable. Jazz class later very exciting and jim is coming over for a bit after track. yay. so that shud b fun and PG hahaha. ne ways my fingers r hurting and my ass is hungry. so ill update later.
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I LUV THE WAY U FREAK iT LiKE THAT* [Mar. 20th, 2005|07:50 pm]
[MY FEELiNGS : | excited]
[MY JAMZ : |Ciara- Hotline]

Well, lets see upon Biancas request ill start updating instead of putting surveys in all the time. Thanks 2 her for the new improved layout. <33 THE OC!!!!!!!! My show bitches, speaking of the Oc, my ma taped last week's epsoide since I had gay religion, so i still gotta watch it. Well, lets take it back 2 friday.

Friday
Gay school, nuttin 2 exciting. After skewl me n donnell had 2 wait until Zak got out of tennis. So we walked around the neighborhoods by the school, and talk about some stuff. Then, we went 2 Pizza HUt 2 eat cuz we still had a lot of time 2 kill.But it was madd slow @ Pizza Hut. We got there @ 3, and we didnt get r food till like 315, and all we ordered was cheese sticks and chicken wings, so we had 2 box it. While, we were waiting we talked 2 Alan and Eric. Went back 2 the skewl got r shit, and went on the 320 bus 2 Zaks house.  We got 2 Zaks house and ate r food. Chilled in Zaks house. Zak u got a messy ass bedroom, clean that shit. We chilled theree and walked 2 Alexander building 2 turn the applications. I dont think im gonna get it cuz 1, im young, 2 no working papers, 3, on the resume there were some errors ( school phone number) and i didnt realize until friday, and my writing is chicken scratch so hope they can get read it. but o well if i dont get the job, ill jus apply @ a fast food joint or something. After, that we were planning on going 2 Allisons, cuz we were rihgt near her house, but she went out 2 eat wit her parents. and donnell had all these bages wit him, bookbag, and gym bag. and we didnt feel like walking bak 2 zaks 2 put it there, so we called Ali and asked her if we cud put his stuff @ her house and she sasid yea, so we did. And then i needed a new phone card, so we thought Wlison Farms wud have it, but they didnt. SO we decided 2 walk 2 Walmart, Bianca called and wanted 2 hang, and she said she wud call us back The walk wasnt 2 bad, its not that far. Crossing Harlem and Walden lol some good times. SO we ran down this hill, and me n Zak started singing Donnells favorite song  I swear lmao. So we go 2 Walmart and we look around 2 kill time, and I buy the phone card. While we were walking bak, we were about 2 go up the hill and me n zak started singing I swear again lmao. And then i jus was singing it and i had my phone in my hand and donnell hit my arm and my phone went flying and the cover thing fell off it. I thought my phone was broke, but then donnell fixed it. On walden we were walking and Jim and me were texting eachother and I thought he was @ his house on Gaulbert which isnt far.so i called him but he didnt answer his phone :( So we were walking on  Wanda, and we stopped by Michelles house. Her Nephew is soo cute, and her clell phone is cool. She has blue wirless, and she was telling us about her plan in parenting aand it sounds good. maybe ill get that for a future new cell phone. From there donnell called guess who....the chinese place and ordered food. So wee chilled there and after called bianca, we told her 2 get dropped off @ Ali's. So we walked 2 the Chinese place 2 get donnells food. then walked back 2 Ali's. We seen Ali and Katie on Doat, and Ali was upset, her n Jon got in a fight. I deicded 2 walk on Ali's street 2 c if Bianca came and wait for her. So then everyone came and me, zak n donnell waited outside for bianca. So she came and we chilled @ ali's. She left yesterday for Oregon 2 c her boy Jon. All seems well now cuz she texted me today and they r naughty kids ;). @ Ali's, Donnell did the famous push it dance and gorilla lMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! rofl!!!! hahaha heheheheheh ( lol), funny ass shit. Ne ways, we were all hungry ass mofos and decided 2 walk 2 BK. Donnell looked like a bag lady wit all the bags he had. So we walked 2 BK and ate there and got food.  We were gonna go 2 donnells but none of us felt like walking all the way there, and donnell  ma and zak ma couldnt take us. So we decided 2 go 2 zaks cuz its closer. we watched the notebook. there, good/sad movie, although i fell asleep and missed the saddest part the end. o well ill have 2 reent it and watch like the last 20 mins of it. Then my ma drove us home.

Saturday
I was gonna go 2 the movies 2 c the Ring 2 wit Zak n Carl, but that didnt end up happening. Ne ways later in the day Jim came and got me and we went and picked up Jill Huntyan, and then we went 2 brians. Chilled, watched TV, and went in the hottub. Brians parents were a lil tipsey lol. after the hottub, jus chilled and watched tv. Then Jim drove me home around 1, and I watched Elimidate and went 2 bed.

Today
Did nothing, took a shower, and i got math hw 2 do later. im out peace bitches.
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ANOTHER survey lol [Mar. 15th, 2005|08:46 pm]
[MY FEELiNGS : | sick]
[MY JAMZ : |Snopp Dogg- drop it like its hott]

Fill this shit out about me in post comments and post it bitches.

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF...
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I cried:
» I asked for your help:

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF MY...
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Teeth:


Who are you?
Are we friends?
What do you think of me?
What's the fondest memory you have of me?
Do you love me?
Would you hug me?
Would you kiss me?
Would you adore me?
Emotionally, what stands out?
On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
Am I loveable?
Describe me in one word.
What was your first impression of me?
Do you still think that way about me now?
Do you think I'll get married?
What about me makes you happy?
Does anything I do make you mad/sad?
What's something you would change about me?
How well do you know me?
Ever wanted to tell me something but you just couldn't?
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ANother survey thing [Mar. 15th, 2005|08:28 pm]
[MY FEELiNGS : | sick]
[MY JAMZ : |Toni something- Hey Mickey lol]

[Goth]

Do you wear black eyeliner? yes everyday
How much black clothing do you own? a few shirts, black dress pants
Do you think about death often? no
Do you want to die? no
Are you a social outcast? i hope not
Are you pale? no
Do you cut (I hope you don’t)? no
Do you like Hot topic? noo

[Skater Punk]

Can you skateboard? no
How often do you go into Vans? never
What’s your sneaker’s brand? K-swiss, or nike
Do you do stupid stuff with your friends alot? haha sure
Are the long skater hair cuts hot? depends on who
How much do you get in trouble? pretty good gurl
Do you listen to the bands that aren’t considered “posers”? dk
How many piercings do you have? my ears, 2

[Prep]

How often do you say “like”? a lot
Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch? yes
Are the A & F models hot? yes, the guys
How many purses do you have? not 2 many
Is lipgloss a must? i guess
How often do you wear makeup? everyday
Ever had a manicure? yes
Rock music is bad, right? its okay
Are you ever ditzy? sometimes
Do you own high heels? heels yes, r they high idk
Have you ever said “oh my gawsh”? not really except for online
Are you a cheerleader? nope

[Hippie]

Is your hair long? medium, short who knows
Are you a vegetarian? nah
Do you own a tye dye shirt? well one year in dance i got a mega dance t-shirt from the show and thats t-dyed
Do you want peace? sure
Do you want to save the animals? sure
Do you wear sunglasses? not really
What do you think about war? bad
Have you ever made a peace sign w/ your fingers? yea

[Gansta]

Are you from the ghetto? o yes let me tell you, its the hood over here, lol no
Do you own any bling bling? um dont think so
What do you think about dew rags? there ok not for me
Do you like Rap? yeah
How about HipHop? yeah
Was Tupac really the greatest rapper ever? yes <333
What do you think about afros? not for me, depends on the guy
Have you ever said “Fo shizzle”? yes
How about “Oh snap son”? maybe i said snap and the word son but not all together

[Frat]

Is life a party? sure
How often do you get drunk? not yet
Do you care about your grades? yes
Do you need an attitude adjustment? idk dont think so
[Emo]

How often do you cry? not a lot
Do you have an ex? yes
Do you have an acoustic guitar? nope but my ma does
Are you emotional? not really
Do you like soft music? sure
Do people understand you? sometimes
Do you write your own songs? yes all the time jk no
Is your hair dyed dark? yes i dyed it dark, but its naturally dark

[Jock]

Do you play any sports? yes
How important are they to you? idk kinda important
What do you think about football? fun 2 play, and fun 2 watch
Are you considered a bully by anyone? no

[Geek]

Do you wear glasses? only in math and skewl
Do you get good grades? yes
Are you smart? yes i suppose so
Do you use an inhaler? nope
Do you stick pens and calculators in your shirt pockets? no
Does your mom buy your clothes? no
How often are you on the computer? im online a lot but im away a lot too
Do you get picked on? dont think so
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survey again [Mar. 15th, 2005|08:22 pm]
[MY FEELiNGS : | sick]
[MY JAMZ : |Nelly- Country Grammar]

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:Courtney
Birthday:April 12th, 1989
Birthplace:Buffalo, Ny
Current Location:Cheektowaga, NY
Eye Color:Brown
Hair Color:Dark Brown
Height:5'7
Right Handed or Left Handed:LEFTY
Your Heritage:Polish, Italian, German
The Shoes You Wore Today:Nike
Your Weakness:being parnoid
Your Fears:Losing someone, death
Your Perfect Pizza:just cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:last a long ass time wit my Jimbo
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:rofl, lmao, lol, ooo
Thoughts First Waking Up:ugh another school day
Your Best Physical Feature:my ass?
Your Bedtime:anytime
Your Most Missed Memory:times wit my grandpa RIP
Pepsi or Coke:pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King:both
Single or Group Dates:single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:cappuccino
Do you Smoke:not cigs...
Do you Swear:yes
Do you Sing:no
Do you Shower Daily:yes
Have you Been in Love:no
Do you want to go to College:yes
Do you want to get Married:yes
Do you belive in yourself:sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness:sometimes
Do you think you are Attractive:dk
Are you a Health Freak:not reaally
Do you get along with your Parents:yes
Do you like Thunderstorms:yes
Do you play an Instrument:no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:yes
In the past month have you Smoked:not cigs...
In the past month have you been on Drugs:yes
In the past month have you gone on a Date:yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:not a box, but oreos
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:no
In the past month have you been on Stage:no
In the past month have you been Dumped:no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:no
Ever been Drunk:no
Ever been called a Tease:yes
Ever been Beaten up:by my brother and donnell lol
Ever Shoplifted:no
How do you want to Die:quickly
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:lawyer, or behavior pschyologist
What country would you most like to Visit:Ne Eurpoean country
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:blue, green
Favourite Hair Color:brown, blonde
Short or Long Hair:short
Height:taller than me
Weight:bigger than me
Best Clothing Style:w.e they look good in
Number of Drugs I have taken:2..i think?
Number of CDs I own:a lot
Number of Piercings:ears
Number of Tattoos:none
Number of things in my Past I Regret:hmm idk

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